~Facing It, We See It Get Better~
Moon in Cancer
|Karmically difficult or sobering third| of this week is with us until mid-morning Friday
It is exact today at 11:10a PT | 2:10p ET | 6:10p UT
That means the most difficult 24 hours of this week might extend from 11:10p Wednesday PT (and the others as above) until 11:10p Thursday PT (and the other zones as above), that is, 12 hours on either side of exactitude.
However, I am feeling it already on Wednesday as I write, as a sense of futility and weariness and "What's the use?" It is my willpower which is writing this forecast.
Venus square Uranus, exact today and Friday, is one of the hardest aspects for interpersonal relationships. It can be abrupt breaks. It can also be abrupt thrilling attractions followed by dubious separations. That stunning, thrilling person is your fascination or amour, for a while, but can it last? Maybe we need to give up feeling that it has to last; to "let it go." Then it has a chance of returning in good time.
Venus opposite Mars, increasing toward exactness on the 20th, and then remaining for another week at least, is a hard one also for relationships. It is a sense of "interference." How is someone "interfering" with your own pattern, or you with hers or his? "You really ought to do as I say" can be the subconscious feeling even if things are restrained into calm on the surface.
There are fine sensibilities and quick intelligence (Mercury sextile Uranus). There could also be a desire to avoid experience, to escape through feigned illness--"An epidemic of mumps." The mumps may be real but in the past they offered a way to get out of school for a day or two!
A lack of ambition is all right if it is real contentment and willingness to wait for things to develop at their own pace. It could be some happy relaxation into friendship which is honest, sympathetic, and maybe even persuasive. Yet that may be transient, "a touch of friendship amid indifferent crowds" (Sri Aurobindo).
At worst there might be vindictive pride. "I am right; you are wrong; please get out of my way." Yet after that one might wonder if one's own opinion or position is right after all, and wander from place to place physically or mentally as if weak, contemplating various possibilities.
Perhaps the need to choose and act is really paramount and we need to face that. (I don't like to say it because I shrink from what it might imply in my own case.) Drifting or being indolent as escape from life's stresses and disagreements is very tempting, but could mean we just delay the moment of reckoning, making it more bitter than it needs to be.
{Thursday} ~Facing It, We See It Get Better~
Cosmic Piper
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